Have you ever discovered on subconscious belief, only to discover a flood of others to unravel in succession?
Have you ever discovered one subconscious belief, only to discover a flood of others to unravel in succession?
Like spilling spaghetti sauce all over, you start to realize those beliefs cover everything. Every crevice, nook and cranny. For example, the early childhood memory that you think is isolated to that one incident is actually effected by the way something else is held in your mind, and so on. Always another layer to uncover.
Before the overwhelm starts to kick in, because how do we instate disaster cleanup to the massive “hurricane” of destruction our limiting beliefs have created?? The job seems too massive for even the mightiest of forces to ever fully restore.
I have personally never experienced a natural disaster on a massive scale, but my internal world has. Just like with any natural disaster, What if the terrain of our internal world isn’t supposed to “go back” to its original state? Back to those supposedly shiny beliefs and stories that we’ve hoped for in our childhood? What if there is a more beautiful, expansive creation happening from that internal storm? What if what we think we wanted is just child’s play compared to what our soul is creating for us through this turbulence? What if the storm itself, or fire or what have you, is the very thing creating the beauty on the other side? What if the chaos is the first step to breaking down the superficial structures in our mind? To rebuild something more brilliant?
As with any natural disaster, new life starts to form on the other side, sprigs of green start to grow, the landscape becomes new. Often in its place, new structures, new ideas, even better creations start to emerge. Something comes of the mess, chaos and confusion. Eventually the sky clears, our mind and heart start to see more fully and we realize that the storm was always part of our story to begin with, and without it, how would we ever expand into something greater? It is our catalyst to our souls greatest desire. Painful, yet purposeful.